I am sad

I used to be jealous of everyone that got to move. Their lives seemed so great and happy. I seemed to be left in the dust, again and again.

Now that I am on the other side, it is not so great. It is really, really, sad.

Right now my family is all down the street with neighbors, lighting fireworks. I am at home and can not stop crying.

I just got on facebook to send a friend a message, and when I saw her face, I realized how much I am going to miss her. So I cried.

Yesterday, I went trail running with another friend. It was amazing. I got home, and cried again. I am going to miss that too!

I am a mess! Are their pills for that?